Hello there...i think its been so long i did not update my blog since the last post rite...ermmm...actually last last weeks i was not able to have the connection to my blog..therefore, i am not able to update anything here...plus with the so many assignments we've got from lecturer...making me hard to express some point of view or ideas in here....
Its really tension and stress for me this few days....i hate this feeling very much...Actually i'm the kind of person that able to handle anythings with positive attitudes.... but i'm not really sure this time..it looks like i'm feeling down really much this time... Thinking back the purpose of my existing here is not really the point of me to be settled like this...i feel s***...i feel bored .....oh damn...how can i say like that... its not me...its really2 not me.....i used to be a tough girl to handle all this thing..but now..it seems that i cant handle it anymore... i feel really exhausted now and i need some rest....
My point here is actually...its all about my stress feeling i had early this few days...seems that i'm trying to be stronger and stronger..day by day...but it seems making me hard to be positive..i'm not trying to say that i need to hold back all this right now... but i am not sure whether i can do it or no...who i am gonna be later on??? well, telling the truth...i am really tired...tired and tired....
I'm thinking of some vacation for the next 2 weeks...but not sure where should i'm heading to....oh no..i'm having stress now..and i cant think very well now....i'm lost now...i have no idea what is the purpose of i'm being here....all these questions are keep running on my head....no no no..its only the bad or negative side of me i think...everyday we got an assignment to do and its stressing me out...dont have any ideas how to work it out...
ermmm....boring...i am so boring.... :(
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