Monday, February 1, 2010

Starting my new life...

02.02.2010...the second day in February...it has been so long i leave my blog with no updates..huhuhu... my last post was in December last year, 2009...and now we already in the new year 2010...Actually there are so many things i want to share here but i just dont know where to start with... plus i have limited time now and there are still many works need to be finished...well, i guess i need to start typing now...

After all, i end up teaching here in Tenom area...what a surprise but yeah, everything happens for a reason i think..and at the first place i dont know how i really feel to be here and not at somewhere else...A bit happy coz i dont have to go to sarawak, but a bit sad coz i have to be here in Tenom and going to miss someone very much..

I never think that i can be here in Tenom but yeah, what to do...and i am the one that should be blame if i can transfer to other place but then i dont want it at all... Now feel regret for that... But no worries, life must go on...no matter how hard i have to survive here..at least i learn something from my life and i try to work it out until i feel really comfortable and so on...

So many things i think about my working place...and i really worry if i cannot make it at all...huhuhu...i just cross my finger and go for it...

Now, i am here...Tenom!! hehehe.... i just move in to my new house where i rent it with a close friend, Yvonne. We were posted here but to a different school. me in sk.pangi and shes in sk.masanoi. From my house i have to take a train to go to my school and it took 30 minutes to be there. so everymorning i have to go to the train station around 7.10am and wait the train to make a move at around 7.25am. huhu..

I never imagine that i could be here but what i have to do is just face the reality and try to survive.. my school has only about 58 pupils and 11 teachers plus another 2 clerks. what a small school yeah...hehehe... Actually on 7th January was my first day to be there. There is only 1 block of wood building for the classes and teacher's room. Luckily the train station is only in front of the school and dont have to walk far away again.

I was given the responsibility to be an ICT teacher to handle all about the Computer Lab..hahaha..i just feel really funny..i really dont have any idea why i was given that kind of task. i dont know nothing about ICT and never took any ICT course before..but yeah of course, i know a bit about computer. but not so pro about it. I just take it and think that it is only a simple task since it is a small school.hehehe..not so much thing to do i guess. Last time i was given the Ketua Panitia BI position but now, i already pass it to another new teacher who came yesterday here. He teaches BI subject for so long already and i think he do better than me..hehehe..

For the first week, i done nothing for the lesson coz i just want to know the pupils well then later i start the lesson..i realized that i'm so happy to be here..one thing becoz i dont have to control so many pupils in one class..not like during our practicum in st.theresa tambunan..one class consist of roughly 20-25 pupils. i have problem with the pupils becoz they all are so naughty and never listen to the teacher. here, even they are naughty but yet i still can manage them. Again, i was appointed to be the class teacher for year 6 pupils. hahaha..funny, new teacher holds the big responsibility..why me??? the pupils are going to have their UPSR this year and i teach them BI subject at the same time..wow!!! now i have to work hard for it...i have to make sure they all can pass in their UPSR. oh yeah, forgot to mention that my year 6 class is only consist of 6 pupils..hahaha..only 6 i repeat...so what u all might think??? it is easy leh??? well, actually i dont want to think that way...teaching is not an easy task and especially when it comes to the very important task to do...Bi subject is consider a tough subject..and for them of course are really tough one..

Besides, i'm teaching BI subject to another class that is year 1 and year 5 pupils...talking about year 1 pupils, i feel headache now. they all are very naughty and really hard to control. huhuhu..i try to approach them in many ways but i end up with frustrated and demotivated...huhuhu...since there is no pre-school in that school, then the pupils dont know well the ABC. and later in March i have to make sure that they all can master the ABC, writing and speaking BI as well. so u think i can achieve it??? what a big task..huhu

Well, then u can see that i have a big task here to be done...and yeah, i really need to do something for that and i just hope everything will go smoothly later...

Okay, end it here and will update later..c ya...


Wednesday, December 23, 2009

X'mas Celebration & New Year 2010!!!!

Hi there...yeah...

Oh, jingle bells, jingle bells
Jingle all the way,
Oh, what fun it is to ride
In a one horse open sleigh... Ho Ho Ho...

Yeehaaa....it's Xmas frens...what's u waiting for??? huhuhu...shopping done!! So just waiting for the Xmas Eve babe....hehehe...I'm so excited for this Xmas...even though there were so many things happen to me this year..but i guess it is time for me to chill out....no more hurt feelings and just face everything with smiles and prayer....hehehe....

Well, i just wish that i could be happy as everyone is here to gather together for the beautiful and wonderful celebration of the year.... Xmas and New year....hehehe....

For this year, just like the previous year i plan on going back to Ranau for the Xmas...but my brother, Wel and i decided to go to Tambunan first then later going back to Ranau...hehehe... But surprisely, plan has changed last minute... last nite my uncle from Sandakan coming back here in Tambunan...and we were just to have our dinner...chit chat here and chit chat there...lastly we plan on having Xmas celebration here in Tambunan...yeah, it seems so long since we were all grown up and never come back for reunion in Tambunan..it is actually on my mother side family...all the previous year was actually for my father side family...hehehe...

Old times were very sweet for us when all of us my siblings, my cousins, aunties and uncles were together here in Tambunan...we were having BBQ, beers, wines and also tapai....hehehe...but that time me was still a child bah...dunno how to drink all those thing...hahaha....\

Yeah..i think the time will come back again when we already plan to have the celebration here again in Tambunan...early in the morning, my aunt try to call my mum and pursue her to come back here in Tambunan since so lama already tidak aramai tii...hehehe...i was very worried that my parents wont come back here since they have so many things to do in the church...but then i was very shocked that my aunt call my name to wake me up early to go to Tamu and buy some vege....for tomorrow celebration she said...huhuhu....

So without wasting time, i woke up and go to wash out before leave for the Tamu...hehehe...So i think everything already prepared and wait for them to come back here and celebrate together...hehehe....well, i just hope everything will be fine starting from today and the next days....

So guys...wish u A Blessed Christmas this year and Peaceful, Healthy and Prosperous New Year 2010.....God Bless u all....

C ya....Enjoy and aramaiii tiii..... :)