02.02.2010...the second day in February...it has been so long i leave my blog with no updates..huhuhu... my last post was in December last year, 2009...and now we already in the new year 2010...Actually there are so many things i want to share here but i just dont know where to start with... plus i have limited time now and there are still many works need to be finished...well, i guess i need to start typing now...
After all, i end up teaching here in Tenom area...what a surprise but yeah, everything happens for a reason i think..and at the first place i dont know how i really feel to be here and not at somewhere else...A bit happy coz i dont have to go to sarawak, but a bit sad coz i have to be here in Tenom and going to miss someone very much..
I never think that i can be here in Tenom but yeah, what to do...and i am the one that should be blame if i can transfer to other place but then i dont want it at all... Now feel regret for that... But no worries, life must go on...no matter how hard i have to survive here..at least i learn something from my life and i try to work it out until i feel really comfortable and so on...
So many things i think about my working place...and i really worry if i cannot make it at all...huhuhu...i just cross my finger and go for it...
Now, i am here...Tenom!! hehehe.... i just move in to my new house where i rent it with a close friend, Yvonne. We were posted here but to a different school. me in sk.pangi and shes in sk.masanoi. From my house i have to take a train to go to my school and it took 30 minutes to be there. so everymorning i have to go to the train station around 7.10am and wait the train to make a move at around 7.25am. huhu..
I never imagine that i could be here but what i have to do is just face the reality and try to survive.. my school has only about 58 pupils and 11 teachers plus another 2 clerks. what a small school yeah...hehehe... Actually on 7th January was my first day to be there. There is only 1 block of wood building for the classes and teacher's room. Luckily the train station is only in front of the school and dont have to walk far away again.
I was given the responsibility to be an ICT teacher to handle all about the Computer Lab..hahaha..i just feel really funny..i really dont have any idea why i was given that kind of task. i dont know nothing about ICT and never took any ICT course before..but yeah of course, i know a bit about computer. but not so pro about it. I just take it and think that it is only a simple task since it is a small school.hehehe..not so much thing to do i guess. Last time i was given the Ketua Panitia BI position but now, i already pass it to another new teacher who came yesterday here. He teaches BI subject for so long already and i think he do better than me..hehehe..
For the first week, i done nothing for the lesson coz i just want to know the pupils well then later i start the lesson..i realized that i'm so happy to be here..one thing becoz i dont have to control so many pupils in one class..not like during our practicum in st.theresa tambunan..one class consist of roughly 20-25 pupils. i have problem with the pupils becoz they all are so naughty and never listen to the teacher. here, even they are naughty but yet i still can manage them. Again, i was appointed to be the class teacher for year 6 pupils. hahaha..funny, new teacher holds the big responsibility..why me??? the pupils are going to have their UPSR this year and i teach them BI subject at the same time..wow!!! now i have to work hard for it...i have to make sure they all can pass in their UPSR. oh yeah, forgot to mention that my year 6 class is only consist of 6 pupils..hahaha..only 6 i repeat...so what u all might think??? it is easy leh??? well, actually i dont want to think that way...teaching is not an easy task and especially when it comes to the very important task to do...Bi subject is consider a tough subject..and for them of course are really tough one..
Besides, i'm teaching BI subject to another class that is year 1 and year 5 pupils...talking about year 1 pupils, i feel headache now. they all are very naughty and really hard to control. huhuhu..i try to approach them in many ways but i end up with frustrated and demotivated...huhuhu...since there is no pre-school in that school, then the pupils dont know well the ABC. and later in March i have to make sure that they all can master the ABC, writing and speaking BI as well. so u think i can achieve it??? what a big task..huhu
Well, then u can see that i have a big task here to be done...and yeah, i really need to do something for that and i just hope everything will go smoothly later...
Okay, end it here and will update later..c ya...
After all, i end up teaching here in Tenom area...what a surprise but yeah, everything happens for a reason i think..and at the first place i dont know how i really feel to be here and not at somewhere else...A bit happy coz i dont have to go to sarawak, but a bit sad coz i have to be here in Tenom and going to miss someone very much..
I never think that i can be here in Tenom but yeah, what to do...and i am the one that should be blame if i can transfer to other place but then i dont want it at all... Now feel regret for that... But no worries, life must go on...no matter how hard i have to survive here..at least i learn something from my life and i try to work it out until i feel really comfortable and so on...
So many things i think about my working place...and i really worry if i cannot make it at all...huhuhu...i just cross my finger and go for it...
Now, i am here...Tenom!! hehehe.... i just move in to my new house where i rent it with a close friend, Yvonne. We were posted here but to a different school. me in sk.pangi and shes in sk.masanoi. From my house i have to take a train to go to my school and it took 30 minutes to be there. so everymorning i have to go to the train station around 7.10am and wait the train to make a move at around 7.25am. huhu..
I never imagine that i could be here but what i have to do is just face the reality and try to survive.. my school has only about 58 pupils and 11 teachers plus another 2 clerks. what a small school yeah...hehehe... Actually on 7th January was my first day to be there. There is only 1 block of wood building for the classes and teacher's room. Luckily the train station is only in front of the school and dont have to walk far away again.
I was given the responsibility to be an ICT teacher to handle all about the Computer Lab..hahaha..i just feel really funny..i really dont have any idea why i was given that kind of task. i dont know nothing about ICT and never took any ICT course before..but yeah of course, i know a bit about computer. but not so pro about it. I just take it and think that it is only a simple task since it is a small school.hehehe..not so much thing to do i guess. Last time i was given the Ketua Panitia BI position but now, i already pass it to another new teacher who came yesterday here. He teaches BI subject for so long already and i think he do better than me..hehehe..
For the first week, i done nothing for the lesson coz i just want to know the pupils well then later i start the lesson..i realized that i'm so happy to be here..one thing becoz i dont have to control so many pupils in one class..not like during our practicum in st.theresa tambunan..one class consist of roughly 20-25 pupils. i have problem with the pupils becoz they all are so naughty and never listen to the teacher. here, even they are naughty but yet i still can manage them. Again, i was appointed to be the class teacher for year 6 pupils. hahaha..funny, new teacher holds the big responsibility..why me??? the pupils are going to have their UPSR this year and i teach them BI subject at the same time..wow!!! now i have to work hard for it...i have to make sure they all can pass in their UPSR. oh yeah, forgot to mention that my year 6 class is only consist of 6 pupils..hahaha..only 6 i repeat...so what u all might think??? it is easy leh??? well, actually i dont want to think that way...teaching is not an easy task and especially when it comes to the very important task to do...Bi subject is consider a tough subject..and for them of course are really tough one..
Besides, i'm teaching BI subject to another class that is year 1 and year 5 pupils...talking about year 1 pupils, i feel headache now. they all are very naughty and really hard to control. huhuhu..i try to approach them in many ways but i end up with frustrated and demotivated...huhuhu...since there is no pre-school in that school, then the pupils dont know well the ABC. and later in March i have to make sure that they all can master the ABC, writing and speaking BI as well. so u think i can achieve it??? what a big task..huhu
Well, then u can see that i have a big task here to be done...and yeah, i really need to do something for that and i just hope everything will go smoothly later...
Okay, end it here and will update later..c ya...
