Life wasn't so beautiful as what we've thought....as day goes by...something had happened in my life recently that i cant possibly expect it would happen to me...my day goes very moody this few days...my heart getting hurt day by day.....how's that person can possibly think of hurting me this way...so many things are still puzzle in my mind...i'm thinking of any wrongs that i ever did... i'm thinking of the way i'm treating the person...i'm thinking and thinking and thinking...all i know, maybe i did mistake.......i just cannot think wisely rite now... i am damn stupid i thought of myself...i am too good for that person all this while...try to accept that person as possible as i can which i might hurt myself in the future....but because of the first statement i made previously i have to stick to my words and do my best....but what else that person need from me as i am very caring and flexible all this while...
This journey is getting harder and harder for me to accept and face...what would makes my life easy and happy? i just cant understand...i really really feel tired of that person i think when i remember back that i've given the best to that person...should i let it be this way??? i am not sure at all...i had so many things planned in my head and that surely what i want all this long but...things now are really miserable to me...
Forgiveness is the one that people really hard to do...but for me, i think i can forgive and giving chances to improve everything...yes i do...and i did..but it seems that appreciation is the other matter...well, i think i should do something...should i?? erm don't know...i cant decide since i still have a heart...a heart to feel everything what had happen all this long....i cannot simply let things happen this way...i wouldn't but what can i do...thing had happened and i cant change anything now i think...some best friends said that, i should not give any chances and should not feel pity anymore...what for if all this while i'm being lied...huhuhu...
Is it my priority rite now?? i don't think so...but talking bout feeling is very subjective plus when it comes to love things...wow, it's very damn tiring and exhausting for me to think...i could not do thing wisely rite now...all paperwork had stopped and i am surely blank about it...
Whatever happens...good or bad... there must be a reason..and whatever i feel...happy or sad...there must be a way to cure it...hahahaha..life must go on...i should try to make my life happier than ever and try to achieve the best thing in my life....this hard feeling and sad thing now will end up very soon...i am sure...God has his own plans for me and i believe i will get the best thing later....
Yep, life must go on...no more hurt feelings, no more sad story and so on...enjoying life should be the best way....as usual kan...Life is short, make it sweet as possible as u can...
Alrite guys...this journey still on going and will not end like this...anything happen i am sure to write it down......Thanks for those who spending time to read my blog and no worries cause i will do the best in my life, i promise...
Now, its time to sleep and get rest...will be back soon..c ya...and nite to u all....
This journey is getting harder and harder for me to accept and face...what would makes my life easy and happy? i just cant understand...i really really feel tired of that person i think when i remember back that i've given the best to that person...should i let it be this way??? i am not sure at all...i had so many things planned in my head and that surely what i want all this long but...things now are really miserable to me...
Forgiveness is the one that people really hard to do...but for me, i think i can forgive and giving chances to improve everything...yes i do...and i did..but it seems that appreciation is the other matter...well, i think i should do something...should i?? erm don't know...i cant decide since i still have a heart...a heart to feel everything what had happen all this long....i cannot simply let things happen this way...i wouldn't but what can i do...thing had happened and i cant change anything now i think...some best friends said that, i should not give any chances and should not feel pity anymore...what for if all this while i'm being lied...huhuhu...
Is it my priority rite now?? i don't think so...but talking bout feeling is very subjective plus when it comes to love things...wow, it's very damn tiring and exhausting for me to think...i could not do thing wisely rite now...all paperwork had stopped and i am surely blank about it...
Whatever happens...good or bad... there must be a reason..and whatever i feel...happy or sad...there must be a way to cure it...hahahaha..life must go on...i should try to make my life happier than ever and try to achieve the best thing in my life....this hard feeling and sad thing now will end up very soon...i am sure...God has his own plans for me and i believe i will get the best thing later....
Yep, life must go on...no more hurt feelings, no more sad story and so on...enjoying life should be the best way....as usual kan...Life is short, make it sweet as possible as u can...
Alrite guys...this journey still on going and will not end like this...anything happen i am sure to write it down......Thanks for those who spending time to read my blog and no worries cause i will do the best in my life, i promise...
Now, its time to sleep and get rest...will be back soon..c ya...and nite to u all....
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