Damn Tired....

Hi there...

So long since my last post...now just log in to check out whether there is any new updates from my blog list....

Well, live is always not easy...thats what i'm gonna say to everyone now... i've been these tiring days lately and it made me sucks...made me crazy....when will i'm going to finish this all and wishing that my day will become just regular as it is....i'm bored, i'm tired and i'm hating it so much....eventhough i became closer with those little cutie mutie pupils i have in this school...but deep in my heart..i'm really not into this career....i'm not sure...i'm not sure what i supposed to be...i think i cant teach at all...but surely i felt very tired now...

Everyday, i just can only sleep for about 2-3 hours only for preparing the lesson plan for the next day...and when the day that my lecturer will come and observe me...that is the day that really make me crazy....i have to prepare my teaching aids....as interesting as i can and as attractive as i can....

Well, one of my lecturer once said to me that he really have a big hope on me...and he believe that i would do the best....wow! thats so surprising..and thats really make me worried much....i dont know why he would said that...and what the H.... he said that....but yep of course we two were very close enough...and i always come to him for advices...he will always there for me and he always reminds me to ask for God's guidance....yes i will sir...thanks for the advice...

Erm....now it almost end of July...and next month will be August...erm, cant believe time pass so fast rite?? what i thought will take a long time to finish now it almost at the end...another 7 weeks to go if i'm not mistaken...and for sure, i will be missing my pupils very much...eventhough they were very naughty but i really love them all...cant believe i could put a big impact to themselves....Miss Adrina.. they would call me...ahahaha...funny rite...yep thats true....they call me that..and i like it very much..hehehe...

Hope, everything i teach them will benefits to them..not now..but maybe later in the future....i'm hoping that they will never forget me...even they are getting older and older....hehehehe....

Wow! i being berleter so panjang pulak....erm, yep thats all what i am thinking rite now..and i'm not sure to whom i supposed to share this feeling...instead of keeping it inside its better i share them to u all...that would make me happpy and relieve at least...hehehe....

Cayo..Cayo for the coming weeks....hehehe...ok guys, see u next time ya....daaaaaaaaaa.....