A postponed plan yet to be fulfilled...

Hi all....

Just come by to share sumthing today.... :)

Feeling tired after the SBE...i went home..my bestfren Zita (not real name) sms me and asking me whether our plan to go to Keningau this evening still on or not...well, i'm thinking back about our plan before replying her sms... actually i'm the one who come up with the plan from yesterday..but it seems that there is a problem to me...actually i dont want to call it as a problem but...well, if i dont think it is than what should i call it if... i know that the particular thing is existing..then suddenly i think that, it could ruining our plan..hohohoho...i also dont know...

Frankly speaking...the story goes like this...

When i knew that our allowance had already bank into our accounts than i'm planning to go to keningau for jalan-jalan cari makan with Zita, my bestfren...It was yesterday actually..so yesterday, i rush to go back home after my SBE (School Based Experience)...then she sms me sumthing like this,"kmi di pekan sdh yang..tp tgu sekejap la coz kmi mau p htr kwn sa balik sana skul lg". At first i did not realize the word "kmi"...but i read it back than i realize..there is someone else other than she..so i thought it could be her boyfren since her bf never berlepas with her...then i feel bad and sad..well, actually for myself i had planning on a day out with my girlfren..meaning to say just me and my bestfren..dating girl and girl la..but when i knew that her boyfren will come with us to keningau..i suddenly felt very sad...she actually did sms me again explaining that she was with her boyfren that time..then that making me bad...what i do...i just can sms her back saying, "ah?" ....

I really do not know whether i suppose to reacting like that or not becoz at the same time i dont want her to feel bad bout what i reply to her..but i did sms her that way..so terlanjur jg la if i think it back..hehehe..but for me honesty is the best thing..and dont be hypocrite...huhuhuhu...

Then after that, Zita call me asking me why...i said nothing la...and i just laugh...but she knows me..and i also admit that i have no choice since he was there already...so i said to her..its ok la..then Zita try to pujuk2 me if he can join us...it seems that my "ok" not really accepted by her...so i reply again,"ok bah"..hehehe and smiling...that is the best thing i can say at that moment...

Talking bout this thing actually making me feel bad to my bestfren..its all about acceptance and flexibility i think...its not i dont accept her boyfren to join us to go keningau...but i just thinking of having fun with my bestfren and do the "girls talk" during the way to keningau..but since he will be joining us later on thats why i feel that he's gonna ruining our moment...huhuhuu...

Then later in the evening, we actually did not go to keningau because their tyre was "pancit" on the way sending her fren back to school...hahaha...and i was actually felt relief with the condition i bump into previously...last2 inda jadi pigi jg coz tayar dorang pancit..hahaha

So, when the nite had passed... today this morning, once again we plan to go keningau..and we did..plus her boyfren was there joining us...Actually, i already put myself on the circumstances whereby her boyfren gonna be with us this evening...so there is no more feeling bad situation...i just accepting him to join us then ask him to drive my car..hahaha....

I think thats all for now..hope to c u soon...

Thanks for reading this peeps...and may God bless u all...