Friday, December 17, 2010

Latest update...

Hi all...
Since Oct 5th, this is my new entry...fuuhhh..so long didnt update anything here...eventhough i am on holidays, i guess i am a bit lazy to update my blog...sometimes, i was thinking to let it go and just focus on my life..but after a thorough thinking and after all i cant always be with my besties...i guess i need this blog just purposely to talk anything that keep inside me...

Guess what?? there's a lot of things had happened this few days,weeks, and months.. i guess since October and now it is December already...so many and many things...i cant update everything to u all now..but i rather chose to tell what is happening recently...

Now im in KK, ya..just reached here last nite...after a few days spending my time in Ranau..i need to come back here..erm, actually i have some friends' wedding to attend and plus some appointment with all my buddies...ya, this holidays was and will be fulled by meeting up with all my friends and attending friends' wedding and engagement...hehe..macam menteri juga sya ni ah..byk btul mau buat...maybe some of u could say, im so damn busy pigi sana and pigi sini...yet i dont think so...coz i still have my boring time...i really dont understand..i mean i dont understand my own life...hahaha..bingung kan...well, actually if u could see, yes im going to some places and its making me busy kunun...but when im home..im totally free and got nothing to do..smpai keboringan stay di rmh ja main FB...huhu...and i was left alone..lonely..

Early of this month, MeLove and i went to Singapore and Jakarta..ya, only both us..it was actually a plan for all of my friends but we end up with buying airplane ticket for both of us only..hehehe..jadi honeymoon plak..coz only kmi dua ja yg go holidays...erm, it was fun and it was really great to have the chances to be together only us, "the Couple" went to the new places that we've never been to...well, there were bad and sweet memories, if i flash back all the time we were there...hahaha..funny la..but it is not the time for me to talk about that...maybe in my next entry i will specifically talk bout our holidays...hehe..

Erm..Ya, Xmas is just around the corner..so guys, have u done ur Xmas shopping? new clothes, new shoes, new handbags, new hairstyle? heehehe..maybe some of u did...but for me? not yet la..gaji blum masuk pun so blum lagi buat preparation for the Xmas...oh ya, i just came back from my hometown kan...well, while i was there..like usual and always lah..weeks like now, we usually done our Xmas decorations in the house...yet, when im home..i cant feel the Xmas mood at all...i felt a bit weird...erm, i have no ideas..i can see, my mum is busy with her Sawah and Kebun things...and my dad is busy with his works in church, and other siblings are not there...huhuhu...im really disappointed...my sister and her family are there..and i only managed to spend time with all my nieces and nephew went to Hot Spring and do BBQ at home...no such Xmas preparation were done..ermm

I really miss my previous Xmas...and this year im totally blur..where should i spend my time during this Xmas??...and i dont have the Xmas mood at all...i always attack by flu and fever during this holidays...and i am damn sad for being like this...huhu...

Well, too emotional will make me more sadden...i guess i need to stop here..i rather go out and have some fun..and today i am planning for some "spa time" hehe...i wish i can throw away all my sadness..lets the Xmas mood is in the air...and one more thing...lets the Love is in the air..kunun...hehe...

Alrite guys, till we meet again in the next entry..
Have a nice day and Take a great care ya...
God bless u all...

Love,
Ad.M

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