hi there...
so long didnt write anything here...just got the chance to online and i think i should write something...so far i think i am in a comfort zone...which i can still have my own money to buy food, fill in my fuel, pay my train fare, taxi fare and so on...i am just very grateful to God for giving my life this way...i wonder how bout the poor people who cannot buy their own food...and maybe living in a bad condition of shelter...huhu... well, since i already have my own salary...i was thinking of dealing with all my debt..haha..every time i try to figure out how much i can save for myself every month...yeah, i should save more for my future...i remember last time i was really good in saving money but since i had this relationship with one guy, i am totally broke...i dont have any cents left in the bank...but then past is past..i dont bother to think bout him anymore...but what really makes me hurt is..he is trying to ask me to pay back all the investment he put into our relationship...and it was really silly for me to do...i just cant think what the hell he is thinking...the bottom line is, both were giving the best at that moment and now he asked more than what he supposed to have after all he had done to me...damn and damn...well, life is really hard to figure out...and same goes to love i guess...
Without any hesitation, i try to pay him back...in planning..but then all of my friends ask me not to pay him...erm..confuse and confuse...should i or shouldnt i??? dont know la....well, i guess let it be la kan...if he's coming back to me and it's all coming back to me now...hahaha..i guess just wait and see la....
Talking bout life and love..i guess it is really wide topics...u just cant say or explain bout life and love in a short time...there are so many aspect in life and love...erm... sharing bout mylove story ...i also a bit confuse where to start but yet i just can say love is very unpredictable...if u think your love will sail smoothly..but then..there will be a storm at the middle of your sailing...huhu...there will be ups and downs...there will be sad and happy moment...we just need to be committed and patient with all those happening to us...if u really love the person la...and u think it is worthy to be with him or her...cause who knows kan..sometimes when u are giving the 100% effort and commitment...but then there is something else happening without ur knowing...and it means cheating...and cheating in many ways around...u just cant really stand for it when u get to know the truth...huhu..how hurt it is?? i also cant tell u..u the one can feel how hurt it is when u face it... whoever out there did ever experience this..i think they were all 100% know what it feels.. and trying to stand up straight and walk again is really hard to do and need a long long time...
Same goes to me few months ago...i suddenly remember how i felt that time...when i got to know that the one i love was cheating me and i was really hurt... until i can think that i dont have to trust guy anymore...and decided to be alone and live happily... but then..time pass so fast.. i got to know this one guy.. he is really in love with me and committed to me...how can i refuse him?? well, i just let myself to be loved and then loving him back, i just leave it to God... i did not ask more and more..i just ask someone who can really love who am i and accept me with all his heart...and of course honest to me...i cross my finger to this relationship and hopes things will be fine....
But i know..that i may face the hard way in this relationship..the sad or the happy moments...i just have to be patient and be strong...hopes we can make it till the end...
To all my friends out there...help me and pray for me ya...i wish to settle down and have a happy family...hehe..
ok then, thats all for now... Have a nice day and God bless you..
so long didnt write anything here...just got the chance to online and i think i should write something...so far i think i am in a comfort zone...which i can still have my own money to buy food, fill in my fuel, pay my train fare, taxi fare and so on...i am just very grateful to God for giving my life this way...i wonder how bout the poor people who cannot buy their own food...and maybe living in a bad condition of shelter...huhu... well, since i already have my own salary...i was thinking of dealing with all my debt..haha..every time i try to figure out how much i can save for myself every month...yeah, i should save more for my future...i remember last time i was really good in saving money but since i had this relationship with one guy, i am totally broke...i dont have any cents left in the bank...but then past is past..i dont bother to think bout him anymore...but what really makes me hurt is..he is trying to ask me to pay back all the investment he put into our relationship...and it was really silly for me to do...i just cant think what the hell he is thinking...the bottom line is, both were giving the best at that moment and now he asked more than what he supposed to have after all he had done to me...damn and damn...well, life is really hard to figure out...and same goes to love i guess...
Without any hesitation, i try to pay him back...in planning..but then all of my friends ask me not to pay him...erm..confuse and confuse...should i or shouldnt i??? dont know la....well, i guess let it be la kan...if he's coming back to me and it's all coming back to me now...hahaha..i guess just wait and see la....
Talking bout life and love..i guess it is really wide topics...u just cant say or explain bout life and love in a short time...there are so many aspect in life and love...erm... sharing bout my
Same goes to me few months ago...i suddenly remember how i felt that time...when i got to know that the one i love was cheating me and i was really hurt... until i can think that i dont have to trust guy anymore...and decided to be alone and live happily... but then..time pass so fast.. i got to know this one guy.. he is really in love with me and committed to me...how can i refuse him?? well, i just let myself to be loved and then loving him back, i just leave it to God... i did not ask more and more..i just ask someone who can really love who am i and accept me with all his heart...and of course honest to me...i cross my finger to this relationship and hopes things will be fine....
But i know..that i may face the hard way in this relationship..the sad or the happy moments...i just have to be patient and be strong...hopes we can make it till the end...
To all my friends out there...help me and pray for me ya...i wish to settle down and have a happy family...hehe..
ok then, thats all for now... Have a nice day and God bless you..
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