Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Chinese New Year & Valentine's Day....

~ Guess what?? I'm here at KKbox Karamunsing trying to get happy mood and at the same time to update something in this blog.. try to chill out and get some relaxation....huh...

~After all, the CNY celebration and also the Valentine's day just past few days... this year, it is really different from the previous year since i already attached to someone who i called my Love ... i used to stay at his house every weekend i'm in KK... frankly speaking, i never plan to be so close with him or his family... since we just knew each other for only 1 month plus..but then maybe things happen too fast for us and now his family are really close to me.. well, i guess i should just let it be..
Let it be.. Let it be.. Let it be.. Let it be.. Speaking words of wisdom.. Let it be.. Let it be..
...huhuhu...

~ So for this CNY celebration, i was helping his family to have house blessing cum CNY celebration at his house.. so many unknown faces i met on that day..well, mostly of them are his family and friends..and no one that used to be my friends..hahaha... i suppose to upload the pictures i took on that day but my memory card had been taken by my love to his office..perhaps some other time can be added..

~ 14th Feb fall on the same date with CNY.. and i didnt realize it until one of my close friend sending me sms wishing Hepi Valentine's Day... it was midnight that we were still up for house blessing preparation. Me and hubby didnt celebrate it in a special occasions since we were very busy for the house blessing...we just wishing each other.. i think that's enough la..hehehe..

~ Life so far is really different for me... i used to meet all my friends often but now everyone is so busy with their own life and most of them are far away from me...that's why i cant meet them...huhuhu..i felt bored and bored almost all the time..why?? i dont know either...

~ It's like there is something missing in my life now... i still cant figure it out.. i'm working hard on it..try not to think much bout everything happens in my life... my feeling and so on... new relationship should be okay now but it seems i'm too demanding.. am i? i dont know either... i try to follow his rhythm and his lifestyle just to make him happy...but yeah, for sure i have my own philosophy or principle in my life... why i need to be so weak... huhuhu...

~ I am actually on my leave for this whole week and i try to be happy as much as i can... i dont want to think much about my work coz it's very stressful... far from my Love is making me weak and weaker to be alone in Tenom..huhu..

~ Well, i just hope i can be stronger enough to face everything.. i know my Love will never leave me alone.. and he always be there for me...cares about me and love me so much... okay then, need to continue the singing now...

~ Enjoy.... and have a nice day to all.....

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